.ponder.

hello good morning. this is my do or die week. i'd really like to do so let's keep the positive thoughts flowing. i'd like to feel like i got this! i'm going to rock whatever subject area i end up pulling. i got this! there is nothing good about stressing out about it except the motivation to do well. i got this! i sent up a special intention to Jesus this morning, and hopefully it didn't sound too selfish. b/c in end, it's always been for Him and not for me. again, whatever He wills for my life. and my friends, they have ALWAYS been there for me. i am so extremely grateful. so so so grateful for their unselfless love. please continue the prayers and good thoughts for me. love you all very much.

.cry.

tired tired tired tired tired. if you ever wanted to know what a grad student feels like the week before her exit exam, here you go.

.hello.

hello blogland, i'm still around. kinda. the house is clean, so i am "most content" as said in nanny mcphee. school is no joke! professors seem to think that we're supposed to retain all this information that we've accumulated in the past 4 semesters and sequester them without delay. it's not right. on friday, in mock clinic i had an internal mini-meltdown, and i think my professor loved it so much she picked me as one of the 4 to go observe tomorrow. yay me. <3 there's so much more to muse on, but i'm a bit delirious right now. time to get ready to bust it out tomorrow. <3
ps. i finished "Eat, Pray, Love". i loved it a lot. it made me miss italy, and it made me want to travel much more! nite kiddies.