.relief.

i can breathe again! i passed my practical exit exam and now i'm gearing up for my 2 internships and then ta da, graduation! i can't believe i'm at this point in my life. i feel like i was just writing about how i got accepted into OT school! i feel really fortunate to be pursuing a field that wants to help people so much. it's what i feel God made me to be, to be a servant, to help, to make someone's life just a little bit better, even if for a second. that's why i take it so hard when i don't do that, when i make someone's life more difficult, or when i end up hurting them instead of helping them. i just want to be a good person, someone that Someone will be proud of, that will make Him smile. i don't ever want to seem demanding, i just want my life to feel like it has some sort of meaning. i have already been so blessed, anything more, would just be bonus. well as you can see, i'm not being very productive with my packing, but it will come together. there's also no pressure, i don't have to take everything with me, my landlord/roommate is so understanding and such a Godsend. i start on 2/15 in tampa, so please pray for me! i love love all of you for your continual support and prayers. please know that i am so blessed and grateful for all your love.