.it's real.

so this morning, i logged into the ccm bulletin, held my breath, and saw...nothing. logged in again at 11, then 12, then finally stopped putting myself into a frenzy after repeatedly seeing no grades, worked till three, then headed over to my godson's house to hang out with my beloved L. in the middle of the paper she was working on, i abruptly asked if she could please log in for me and check my grade. she went to the screen and with a nod, acknowledged with a grim look that my grades had been posted. "C"? i remarked timidly? she shook her head no. "a D?" unable to stand the suspense, i looked at her screen. A for lab, B for lecture. a B?!? a B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started screaming and jumping up and down. this was definitely one of the happiest moments of my life. i am so so so so so so happy. relieved mostly, but really happy. it is truly a miracle, a true combinations of prayer and well wishes from patients, friends, and family. one of the first people i called was my boss. she was so incredibly happy. so many patients were asking how my exam went, and it was so very sweet to see how many people were concerned and actually cared.

i really want to cherish this moment, to express my unexplainable amounts of gratitude in my heart, for these kind of moments are so few and far between. i want to really focus on the good of this time. i am so thankful. thank you so much God. i am so blessed.