.survial.

so i survived this week. i think i passed everything, there's just one more grade i'm waiting on. but so far i've passed, which is always a positive to the day. now i just have to bang out this paper, finish a write up and study for pathology. it just never ends. i hate when the female of me gets in the way and makes me do unhealthy things like order a blue coconut slush and large tots from sonic at 10pm at night. so wrong. this was after an evening of sushi. my sodium levels must be INSANE. but nothing else seems as satisfying. i made a huge salad to go with my box of mac and cheese (cuz i was CRAVING it) and did i touch the salad? negatory. yuck. and i should go running today. we'll see if that happens. but yes, i had actually decent sushi last night. it was refreshing. the company was divine. of the group of 5, i was the only OT, so i got to catch up on their PT world, since we only take 3 classes together now.

maybe all this food made me have the bad dreams i had last night. serious. i woke up disturbed, and sad. my brain is a hot mess. i've heard that dreaming is a why to purge all the things your mind doesn't need, well what always trips me up is that people i don't know are in my dreams. like, really, WHO are you?!? thankfully i don't give too much weight to my dreams, but sometimes my mind is just a big tease. maybe it's mad at me because i haven't been in a relationship forever, but that doesn't give it the right to create scenerios with people i have long said goodbye to. anyway.