sometimes i wonder, is it better to live a life always hoping for the best, or to be realistic and not set yourself up for disaster? i only ask this because i feel like i get myself into situations in which i think, "oh stace, how did you even end up here in the first place?" sometimes i feel like i walk into the line of the fire, and really, why do i do that? well i ask these questions, but in a sense, i pretty much already know the answer. isn't that funny that the things that affect the heart seem to be things you already know about but just aren't willing to accept? i do it because i'm hoping for a different outcome. i do it because i keep thinking that i'm doing something wrong in the first place, and if i want my life to be different, then don't i have to change how i approach things?
why is my life perpetually penciled in? i'm just always ready to fix it again. maddening, but i guess that's what learning is all about. <3
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