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so i got confirmed for my two internship sites next year! i'll be at a cancer center in tampa from february to may 2010 and a pediatric outpatient clinic in lakeland (in b/t tampa and orlando) may to august then graduation! i can't even start to believe it. i've been praying a lot about where God wants me to be, and i hope that this is it. i have been questioning myself a lot lately, and wondering if i'm not living my life to its fullest, or the way that God wants me to live it. i don't think i'm a bad person, but i know i could be a better person. i could be more forgiving, more generous, more flexible, and more trusting. i struggle a lot with trying to be content and roll with the punches instead of being angry and bitter. i need to believe that life isn't passing me by, that there is still so much to experience and be blessed with. gotta be patient, know that as many times as i'm transplanted to a new place, i want to do my best. <3