.new.

today is a new day to be a new person. i'm at this organic vegan cafe and God knows that if i had the luxury, i would eat like this everyday. it makes me feel good to know that i'm putting good food into my body. when i made the decision to stop eating meat, i just felt so much better about it. it's a rarity when i miss it. i will most probably be content never touching it again. i do have a soft spot for seafood though. although some would miss a prime rib, i can't resist a good paella or seafood gumbo. the thought makes me happy inside. who knows, i don't think i'm being a fake, although those strict vegetarians would say otherwise. i don't think i'm superficial, but i wish i had money to buy top quality food. maybe i would feel a lot better, i won't be as tired or cranky or get these headaches i often get. but the money is so seductive and i can't resist a good sale. maybe one day, i'll be the person i've always wanted to be. until then, baby steps and small indulgences will keep me going. <3