.hurts.

time and time again, we are taught to live our lives to the fullest, with kindness and with love. sometimes we forget somebody, something, some day, some event, some date. The sooner the omission is detected and corrected, the better. It's kind of like knitting a sweater. If you spot a missed stitch right after you make it, you can simply unravel a bit of yarn and move on. But if you don't catch the mistake until the end, you may need to unravel the whole sweater just to redo that one stitch. we are unraveling, i am unraveling. it sucks, but it has to be done in order to perfect the masterpiece that He started in me from the beginning. i pray for the strength to persevere through all this, that He'll stay close to me and allow me to lean on Him when i am so incredibly weak and small. just need to rest a while. <3