.do you know where you're going to...

yeah. it's that kind of feeling. but at the same time, it's probably not that serious. it's just that...sometimes i feel like screaming my head off. maybe not for one reason or another, but because there is so much self-restraint that we, as adults, must go through. as employees, we are required to speak and act professionally. as children we are required to be respectful. as friends we are required to be considerate and understanding. i follow the rules. i bring 10 items or less in the 10 items or less aisle. i rush through the atm if there is someone waiting behind me. i say, "no problem", even if it is a problem. i act like it's okay when someone excludes me intentionally and unintentionally, but it still sucks. i don't stir up the waters, i calm them. but what i really want to do is make this face! i want to look miserable and be okay feeling sorry for myself and moody and cranky and have a sour face and SCREAM MY HEAD OFF. i want people to know IT'S NOT OKAY, and I'M not okay. that, i'm actually quite a mess. i'm actually...really really...tired. ::said in jessie spano's voice::