.done.

my lab practical went well, although it was strange: i missed the easiest things, like bony landmarks. i could identify muscles, but i couldn't figure out the bone on the thumb. but overall, i think and hope i did really well. i've been staring at these freaking structures non stop for the past few days. it should be interesting to see what stays and what i forget by tomorrow. so i have two exams coming up, and this time around, i'm determined to rock them. in the same breath, i'll be up in jersey next week for a wedding of a dear friend. i feel so bad that i'm so in my own world that i haven't been psyched up for it. i'm sorry dear m for so selfish, and that the timing of things SUCK! please dear friends, no one get married until 2010, or else i might not be able to go. sometimes i feel like i'm putting my life on hold just for school. it's icky, and it's a reality, but not. i mean, this isn't "real life". real people get to go out and have fun and be able to go to their friend's wedding without having to take a proctored exam the next morning. freakin ridiculous. i pray it's all worth it. and i really do miss you. sorry for my lame update!