.the happys.

i'm sorry that i haven't been able to post till now about the awesome m&g wedding, but i finally can breathe since this is the first weekend in 3 weeks that i don't have an impending major exam. let me tell you that it was just a beautiful stressful experience overall. i have a suspicion that the color yellow just puts people in a better mood. from the bridal shower to the wedding, people just were so much happier, and everything was just so so beautiful. it was a just the right fall day to get married in, although this spoiled transplant was freezing her nickels off in the 65 degree weather. it still hasn't hit me that they're married. i don't know when or if it will hit me, since i'm so removed from it all. i'm so super happy for them though. they both deserve it, especially m, who's gone through a lot to make it to this day. just to see her smile the way she was, made all the stuff i had to go through to make it through for this wedding worth it. she's worth it. in the grand scheme of things, my issues were petty. school will always go on, learning will always going on, tests will always be there. a wedding is a one time event, or should be at least. i wish i had had more time to sit with the new mrs. c. gosh, i just really miss her right now. i'm hoping that they had an absolutely beautiful honeymoon.

right now i'm totally wishing i could be spending a lazy saturday afternoon playing wii or doing something fall-esque like pumpkin picking, going on a hay ride, or drinking apple cider with a freshly made donut. i keep telling myself this isn't forever. i just didn't think it would be this hard.